You tend to be stuck in those memories...
You think about the good stuff,
which makes you smile.
But there's always the sad stuff,
where you automatically shut it off
when your mind tries to think about it,
and you get the little heartache every time.
You tend to forgot how to go shopping alone...
You forgot how to not go movie alone...
You always see shadows of that someone wherever you go.
You see couples holding hands,
and you get a sour feeling inside your heart.
For it reminds you of a feeling you once know so well.
You tend to forgot how to spend your birthday without hugs and kisses...
Things that made your heart beat fast.
Things that you've been waited a whole year for.
You count the days when Valentine's Day is near,
even though you know that you'll be alone without a partner...
You remember all the presents you used to get.
All the effort you used to give,
just to make the present for that person.
You tend to forgot how to not wait for any phone messages...
You tend to forgot how to sleep without a call...
Sometimes you look at your phone,
and you just don't know who to contact anymore.
Suddenly you're just,
quiet.
Some tend to forgot that you're not his anymore...
They tend to tie you around.
But then...
Everyone's selfish in love,
WHO wants to share?
You never stop loving someone.
You just learn how to live without them.
It's not HATRED that is behind LOVE.
It's forget...
And yea,
I don't hate you.
It's just that I couldn't look into your eyes...
Because they make me SAD,
and fill MINE with disappointment...
ᵇᵅᵇᵞ ♥

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