Unexplainable feelings...

today, I lost my phone...

technically, it's my ex's phone... =[

EMO much!!

the whole day i was sooooo down!!!

I think I dropped it in the bus. . . . . . . T^T

soooooooooooooo sorry...

I tried everything I could to get it back... But...

I have no money now but will pay you back...

worry what your brother will say...

I already told my dad...

it's the first time I lost a phone...

so sad so emo so worried so guilty so frustrated...

but when I'm sad, I can't even get somebody to accompany me and know my feelings...

well, in fact he comforted me back zzz

which is so wrong ==

but... thanks a lot...

you're more than a great friend... =]

May God bless the person who has his phone.

[oversea]

我，失落

越来越淡...
越来越远...
捉住？还是任凭？

害怕...
矛盾...
慌张...

容易放弃的我，
撑得住多久？


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我，怎么了

笑答比以前多了很多...
泪水比以前少了很多...
生活也多了很多色彩...

但我是开心的吗？
为什么总觉得缺少些什么...


不管是什么，
我觉得我不是缺少爱情...
似乎有点麻木，恐惧...



我，是怎么了...



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一个人

一个人，

想喊...
想跑...
想躲...
想静静...
想乱骂...
想唱歌...
想呐喊...
想讲话...
想失踪...

一个人，
心痛...

好想静静的，
谁也不理...
就一个人哭...

等我哭累了，

我就会回来了....

♥ вавч

关于 ♡ 你

啊，想起你的时候，

怎么每次脑袋都是空白的~ ><

明明就有很多东西要跟你讲的~

很不公平哦...

我这么久了才开始写些你的东西...

但是真的很突然咯！

我并没有打算这么快就谈恋爱呃~

都是你的错啦！

可是和你在一起，

真的很不一样...

很开心... ツ

讨厌啦~！

自己怎么会一个人傻笑？！

我明明就不是一个很容易爱上别人的人嘛~

我为什么会这样啦~ >O<

Unexpected-Sweetness

♥ вавч

乜谁

Hey V,

STOP thinking that I still like you!
STOP living in your own world!
STOP making stupid assumptions!

Who wants to stalk you?
Who wants to check your stuff?
Who wants to poke around your things?
Who wants to have anything to do with you anyway?

PUH-lease~
Wake up lar...
You're so dead long gone ago.

I didn't even touch your blog since that day I said I don't want to.
At least few months already!
I told you I won't be with you already.
Your messages I already deleted all from my phone and I don't even remember the date.
I'm not talking to you anymore since dunno when also, even if you reply.
And since that day, I didn't even click into your stupid profile already okay!
It just happens that your stupid status showed up in my newsfeed that day.

I can't bear being assumed wrongly.
And I can't believe you are still YOU!
Living in your own world.
In case you didn't noticed, I'm much more capable living without you.
Life with you was so stressful and sinful.

People around me are way better than you are.
And yes, I didn't miss you.

Baby

My 20th Birthday~

◌☺╬ﻬнαρı ßıяτнđαчﻬ╬☺◌


I had my BEST birthday EVER~! =D
my friends all cooked for me~ ><
set a special table for me~
cleaned up the plates for me~
wished me~ prayed for me~
and my family bought me cheese cake~
even my aunt and her family came~ =D
they all sing songs for me~ xD
they gave me presents~


I got 4 cakes, a purse, a bracelet, cards, a sunglasses which is very ridiculous xD
a crystal pink teddy from FAR FAR LAND =P
a birthday gift from MYSELF =D
and of course many many wishes~ xD


I love you guys~
all of you~ =D


even though I cried on my birthday,
but I had the greatest gift of all~


◌☺╬ﻬнαρı ßıяτнđαчﻬ╬☺◌

♥ вавч